Random Rant about Love

Had heard this song many times but some how today it felt different.  As I watch us all grow and I guess sometimes I feel that I am watching the people in my life create life and family I feel like Im in a bit of a slow motion tunnel, as if, although I know not the reality, they are all living life and I just observing.  This can feel frustrating sometimes but also inspiring.  Love is such a wonderful thing, we do it naturally yet have to learn to control how it effects us.  We will all love someone in our life...hopefully we truly love many people throughout our lives...we may choose to love them or it may just happen,  but each love with effect us in different ways and bring with it new emotions and lessons.  Some last a lifetime, others...only a small moment...but how amazing that even those people that come in to our lives for such a short time can have just as big an impact as those that were there since childhood.  Thats how powerful love is.  Man I just LOVE love...Im in Love with Love! hahahah!  I think love can come in so many forms...I think of how I feel when I watch my friends with their children and its amazing,  or when you hear or see an inspirational piece of music or artwork.  Its that feeling you get when you are in nature and that awe comes over you...how do we live in such a gorgeous place!  That to me reminds me how truly powerful love is!  I think we should all be in LOVE with LOVE!!!!  


Life is beautiful
We love until we die

When you run into my arms,
We steal a perfect moment.
Let the monsters see you smile,
Let them see you smiling.

Do I hold you too tightly?
When will the hurt kick in?

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated.
We barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Yeah, life is beautiful.
Our hearts, they beat and break.

When you run away from harm,
Will you run back into my arms,
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?

I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in.

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated, 
we barely make it.
We don't need to understand,
There are miracles, miracles.

Stand where you are.
We let all these moments pass us by.

It's amazing where I'm standing,
There's a lot that we can give.
This is ours just for a moment.
There's a lot that we can give.

Summer 2011

FROM THIS ONE PLACE

This song by Sara Groves really spoke to me as I listened to it today. I wish I could see what was around the corner, then I think that might really make me cry. Somedays you wake up and think life will hand you roses and it hands you crap, then other days you expect crap and receive roses. All I know is I am here trying to breath and make it through this life one day at a time, this day is all I can handle and thats all that is expected, THANK GOODNESS!! Either way this song rocks!

PS. What's the dealio with this SNOW!!!!!!

FROM THIS ONE PLACE

I was about to give up and that's no lie
cardinal landed outside my window
threw his head back and sang a song
so beautiful it made me cry

took me back to a childhood tree
full of birds and dreams

from this one place I can't see very far
in this one moment I'm square in the dark
these are the things I will trust in my heart
you can see something else
something else

I don't know what's making me so afraid
tiny cloud over my head
heavy and grey with a hint of dread
I don't like to feel this way

take me back to a window seat
with clouds beneath my feet

from this one place I can't see very far
in this one moment I'm square in the dark
these are the things I will trust in my heart
you can see something else
something else

BARBIE, JACK OF ALL TRADES!

I wasn't aware this is what I look like! HAHAHA! Okay so I don't look like this, gosh finally something to ASPIRE to. THANK YOU BARBIE!!!

BUT I STILL FEEL 29!!!!!

Seriously, I still feel 29 so what's the difference? OH yes, that IM 30! 30 and FABULOUS....mmmmmm...maybe some say that about themselves when they turn the big 30 but I would best describe myself as 30 and on my way to FABULOUS!!! Its in the works. I see where my life is today and its definitely different than those around me, and at times that bothers me but in reality, this life is mine and I need to LIVE it. I think, all that turning 30 has done for me...hahah...in these last 3 days, is inspire me to live more fully! Thank you 30!

YEAH!!! THE YA HA SISTERHOOD!!!!